she wanted full disclosure

but was embarrassed by the

betrayal

life’s harsh realities

a final blow 

abrupt modification

of a well thought out plan

how did she wind up here again

how did she wind up here again

a meticulous plan

controlled by

unconscious faculties

tiresome obsession

a recurrent scene

does she have any control at all?

do we have any control at all?

recycle the story

familiar milieu 

the wounds 

of her youth

the wounds 

of our youth